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| 11:50pm 31/10/2009 | |||
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sosososososoooo sleeepy went to see my rhettstar last night ♥ didnt get much sleeeeeep ;) hahaha shame i had to suffer alll throughhhh tonight tho still worth itttt!!!! |
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| 01:12pm 29/10/2009 | ||||
im not drunk today so im going to post a post to say a proper HULLO immmmmm currently sitting here with a towel on my head, neeekkkkiiiiddddd, waiting for the boy to call to let me know when he's home on account that he's lost his phone charger and is a slackkkkerrrrrr.... i just spent 2 hours doing my stupid tax return... only get about $500 back but thats better than last year where i only got 70 riduculous! lets hope i did it all correctly tho :) ive never done my own tax before... so much easier and CHEAPER! hooray! haha soooo i moved out for a little bit which probably explains my absence, started dating a total knobjocky, got stupidly overweight again and realised that i'd become everything i despised... and so i left... and im still fatttttttt but on the mend with that, and now im seeing a very lovely boy who makes me really rather happy :) to which i realised that going out with friends really isnt a bad idea :) ive cleaned up my act heaappppsssss, been off the gear amongst other things (bar the occassional spliff here and there), my mind is starting to clear up, im starting to feel so much better within myself, starting to eat healthy and lose weight, exercising again! not being lazy! doing stuff that doesnt involve drugs and HAVING FUN! :) life is pretty sweeeeeeeet and i really am truly truly HAPPY! |
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| 09:44am 24/10/2009 | |||
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its been a yeaarrrrr.... so much going on im a home owner! i have more dogs! i hate relationships and am whoring myself out hahaha just kidding! im too intoxicated to do this |
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| im sleeping and im lazy ohhh wont you come and save meeee | ||||
| 03:48pm 29/06/2008 | ||||
i really should check my emails more often because i just heard from someone who ive missed for such a long time =) im going to melbourne tonight and im going to go to the zoo! and to the botanical gardens! AND TO THE MUSEUM!!! and im going to visit mr boo and drink tea and other non-non-alcoholic beverages =P AND well i might shop a little bit but i dont want to blow everything ANDDDDD i got a second job!!!! at my most favourite store everrrrrrr so if youre ever in freo you should come say hi cos im awesome wicked cool and ill have super funky clothes to tempt you with, shame its only girls stuff tho, still i love boutique shopping.... right now im sitting here with gladwrap on my head and a glass of buttery chardonnay (the real kind cos im off the crackshit) and im doing the opposite of what the box says and using hairdye on my eyebrows cos i can hardly see them anddddddd.... whatelse im picking my face cos im a bit of a grot like that been exercising more which im happy about, no drastic results so far which sucks because i feel really uncomfortable being at this weight but soon ill be back to my normal size, thats the bad thing about quitting drugs i suppose, you put on weight and you look like a feral mickermeral my dad and my doubledenim uncle are eating and laughing and im waiting for one of them to choke because theyre laughing so hard with their mouth full and it looks like an accident waiting to happen sheeeesh bajooobi well anyway i think... i mayyyyy i dunno go wash this shit outta my hair and then see how dry my washing is cos im scared its going to rain and then i wont have any clothes to take with me to melbourne, trying to decide what to wear on the plane too cos well... yeah i dont have any flats =( BOO ok yeah time to go nowwwww wheres my mummybearrrrrrrr |
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happy| oh dear! | |||
| 11:23am 02/06/2008 | |||
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wowwwwww its been forever since ive written in this thing, so whats been happening?! well ive finally started to transition (a more permanant one this time) into creating a better life for myself im exercising, im slowly giving up smoking, ive kicked the crack pipe and the only thing i really enjoy now is the occasional joint which i find a shitload more pleasant than a bag of smoke that leaves me itchy and shitty for a week im kinda trying to distance myself from a lot of people aswell, hoping that soon i can find myself new friends with better interests than popping pills and smoking meth all day, looking forward to school seeing as im not longer so stressed, i havent had a panic attack for ages, i dont feel depressed, im not so anxious and i feel like this time i can take on school without having a doctor tell me otherwise so the goal is this school. a second job. health and fitness and eventually save enough to go overseas for volunteer work perfectly acheivable anyway im fucking off becauseeeeeeeeeee i kinda dont feel like sitting here soooo hope youre all doing great :) oxox |
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| if you are what you say you are.... | ||||
| 06:02pm 23/01/2008 | ||||
man life is pretty... hectic at the moment |
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drained| 12:12am 27/12/2007 | ||||
someone kill me |
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nauseated| 10:47am 25/12/2007 | ||||
i cant believe i actually fell asleep last night |
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bored| how did we all come to thiiiisssssss.... | ||||
| 04:24pm 15/12/2007 | ||||
my eyes hurt and my limbs and im just so damn tired i really feel like shit AND i dont know what to do anymore why does everything have to be so damn difficult i hate myself i really fucking do ... oh and my phones broken |
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pissed off| cannotwaittobethenextmrsssssssssss | ||||
| 06:24pm 08/12/2007 | ||||
my husband is the best husband in the entire universe ... that is all |
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cheerful| yay | |||
| 11:35am 05/12/2007 | |||
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today when i weighed myself i saw a number that i havent seen in perhaps 6 years yeah im still a fatso but it still feels good knowing im slowly getting there |
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| 12:27pm 04/12/2007 | |||
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im supposed to go to the bank to go put money on my credit card im too lazy to move or get dressed ill leave it till tomorrow which is dumb but fuckit |
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| 01:18am 04/12/2007 | ||||
like....for real |
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| 12:37pm 23/11/2007 | ||||
how bad would it be if i just got pissed in the arvo and then went to work? im not happy today i dont evn want to go to stupid work i want to go out and go out i bloody will me and markymarkus ule are going out for a beer and a yarn after work because i havent seen the fucking bastard for yearrrsssssssss oh man i miss him and alex and duanne and little delwin habibi and corby and amychu and deejzapeanutta i miss being our little group where wed pretend we were au pairs from america to get into the rise and paramount where we'd all cramp into markus's bubblegum car AND MAKING MASSAGE TRAINS AT HEAT fuckkkkk its been so long so much shit has changggedddd i got my mouth inflated, it looked so hot yesterday cos it was swollen but now i dunno.... i want it BIGGER that was my gift to myself because ive been a stressed motherfucker all stupid year i think this year was really... weird weird and difficult i wonder who has weed, a cone would... do me rather well my dad wants me to clean my room i want... a cone, then a pippabucket then just a plain pip and then i want to play pictionary and then uno and then i want to have a game of chess with adelleeehhhhhhhhh and then ill have a game with his big bro allliiiiiiii and then well all talk religion and politics, adel will try and decypher my art, ill be lost in space actually i might give someone a telephone call, get some lobbers, get a halfy and get fucked up tonight, despite knowing that im going to seriously regret it in the morning, my mum will kill me, my dad wont say anything and darko will give me evils, right now, right now i want to forget, i want to not deal with this shit, not today, not ever, but after being completely cut from the loop only to go through last night, fuck that. it might be the end but tonight i just want to go back to the way things were where i was too fucked to give a shittttttt i think im going to drag markus to the rise tonight im going to attempt dancing like a little RAVVVVAAAAAARRRRRRRRR haha yeah boi thats right okay im going to go and make some phonecalls p-.s. HAPPY TURKEY DAY TO ALL MY AMERICAN FRIENDZ! |
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drunk| were so handsome and were so bored | ||||
| 02:06pm 18/11/2007 | ||||
im really fucking pissed off i wanna go out wear a pretty dress and some killer heels dance with strangers get absolutely trashed go swimming at night time and i want to have a fucking pip ... oh and i want to lose another 10 kilos i might go pay the old crew a visit tomorrow, catch up with duane and have a glass of fucking chardonnay oh and i want a fucking martini and i also wanna go to the casino and play poker... or just play poker in general, its just easier at the cas because it means i can have endless supplies of martinis i really shouldve gone to toodjay last night and just stayed there till tomorrow |
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blah| 11:19am 05/11/2007 | |||
 i finally got my pearl ringgggg p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY |
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| 11:27pm 25/10/2007 | |||
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im going to go watch the shining, im probably gonna shit myself im scared EEEEE im ssssccccaaarrreeeddd i miss my husband |
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| its always... | ||||
| 05:05pm 25/10/2007 | ||||
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content| oh NO! | |||
| 10:53am 25/10/2007 | |||
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i havent been getting any emails to say ive had comments in ELJAAYYYY sorry guys i didnt realise! diet shakes taste like shit IM GOING TO THE BEACH TODAY! and then ill buy the newspaper and look at jobs! altho i wouldnt mind doing a receptionist course if theres nothing interesting, mmm i want to go to the beach AND im going to go for my motorbicycle license, well for my L's first, and then i shall most probably get rid of my car and be FREEEEEEEEE!!!!!!! |
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| oh al.... | |||
| 10:17am 21/10/2007 | |||
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bless you, you dirty mother fucker i fucking love you for putting a smile on my face this not so grand happy morning... bless pottymouths yay i have money again |
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